ponner me

provers 19: 6 in his heart a man plans his course,
but the Lord determines his steps.

whoo, yesterday we had cg @ rix's and all the north pple were there, only recognise a few faces.
haha, eelee was there too, and she was quite surprised that im taking care of a grp now and was like"woah, great work, girl!" with such realness and sincerity it made my day (:

met tonnes of zionites at amk macs,
went home and slept at 10+ (stupid channel five, grrr, my antm! >:/)
woke up this morning, in fatigue, so i decided to not go to schooooooooool lalalalalaaaaaa.
it was kind of dumb lah, cause most of the other sec4 classes dont hv lessons cause of phys prac.

so i went to mug today.
and xin joined lonely me after her prac. while she was twisting her hand around (shes doing magnetism in physics) and i was doing chem tys crossword puzzle, we got distracted by some fashion students, deluded a while n went back to work.

sat's pclm was great and i loved the teaching, its worth every minute. the heartfelt sincerity and energy of the preacher (it was a video btw) touched me. and i loved the game we played before it too, we modifiy it tried it during cg, it failed miserably and end up, karchian became doodleboard, with all of us drawing on her. picts up when i get a good sony ericsson cable. any one willing to offer?

perhaps the lack is the all the way out spirit, die hard and desperate?
yeah, home again, let it feel right for her.

i feel like a juggler on a tight rope recently, but i thank god for everyone's encouragement, and being crazy with me and/or letting me go mad once in a while.
oh yah, i am not crazy, really.

im staying SAINT what, haha. >.>

lalalalala.

countdown.

9 days to eng Aug aka 2nd sept.
if only they all try.
psalm 126: 5-6
those who sow in tears,
will reap with songs of joy.
He who goes out weeping,
carrying seed to sow,
will return with songs of joy,
carrying sheaves with him.

10 days to singapore biennale 2006
which is going to clash with prelims and olevels, which means missing out the whole event :/
for the uninformed: www.singaporebiennale.org

16 days to prelims.
and SA seem to be further and further away. bio prac was stupidity.
if i was the invigilator, i would start laughing at the whole class raising their fists into the air ._.

haha. been weighing the pros and corns for so long, and i still cannot come to a satisfactory conclusion.
"just do what you want, lah" sometimes, it isnt so simple, i dont want to be selfish.
"aiya, then go lor" but i dont want to waste time, and suffer two years of hell.
ultimately it will work out somehow i guess, as always.

i found my new place of refuge: coffeebean j8. its not the one on level one, its the very open one on level two, near the hermit crab thing. thought it would be so noisy, but its actually conducive to study. though much more expensive. but you get free icewater and milk.

hohoho, remind me my days are numbered >.>

but i dont want that fivezero to be a dream, and definitely not my dream. because its our dream.
i want to see it happen in this generation, before all my hair gray and i forgot what sec sch i come from. can it be all their dream too? only then, it will become a dream that will come true, and not just my dream, right?

being locked up in the library is no fun, though its a lot more entertaining since i was playing scrabble with mikel michael, wilson and yy. then jon joined us. then we got bored, and we just invented weird games to play w the scrabble tiles. elefant is a cool word lor.

everlasting, i hope.

Haha, ok. I need to post something to view the template, so yar, just a picture taken not long ago.

Here's Jonathan and Pete for you, Lays :D

And Pamela rocks! (Please delete this post when you see it!)